It's annoying how some people want things that they've lost. Or maybe it's just humans in general.
You've had a chance to cherish what we've had together, but you chose not to. Now that I'm a Pacific Ocean away from you, and when I've finally gotten over everything, and let go of everything, you come knocking on my door. Trying to bring up all the "good memories" isn't helpful at all, you know. Just because I care(d) about you doesn't give you the right to abuse it.
It just goes to show everyone how selfish you are, and now that I'm not emotionally unavailable to think clearly, I've realized how unfairly treated I've been.
I'm glad I've gotten over everything we've shared together.
I mean, maybe I sounded really harsh, but it's the ultimate truth. There's always that someone in our life that hurt us so much, but they're just too important to for us to sweep them out of our lives. I understand how precious the memories are. I really do. But just like words, some memories are not meant to be spoken of ever again, and these memories are better left untouched. At least for now. Maybe ten years later, I can look back and share a laugh or two with you, or be nostalgic about the moments we shared. But right now, it's just too close to my heart to take your constant pestering about our memories.
I know you well. Too well. Doing this just means how much you regret letting me go. Or it means you've just realized how much I've done for you and tolerated you and let you do your thing even if it meant me not being the top (ten) priority for you. And you miss that. Either way, I'm done being your back up, both then and now. So please, grow up and realize that you can't be selfish in life. Or maybe you can. But not around me. I've spoiled you for way too long. It's now time for me to think about myself, to be me for me, and not for you.
And, I was naive to think that you and I could be friends. That just shows how hung up on you I was. Not any more. It's time to bury the memories and leave them untouched.
'till next time
SandyFish ♥ fish out of water
You've had a chance to cherish what we've had together, but you chose not to. Now that I'm a Pacific Ocean away from you, and when I've finally gotten over everything, and let go of everything, you come knocking on my door. Trying to bring up all the "good memories" isn't helpful at all, you know. Just because I care(d) about you doesn't give you the right to abuse it.
It just goes to show everyone how selfish you are, and now that I'm not emotionally unavailable to think clearly, I've realized how unfairly treated I've been.
I'm glad I've gotten over everything we've shared together.
I mean, maybe I sounded really harsh, but it's the ultimate truth. There's always that someone in our life that hurt us so much, but they're just too important to for us to sweep them out of our lives. I understand how precious the memories are. I really do. But just like words, some memories are not meant to be spoken of ever again, and these memories are better left untouched. At least for now. Maybe ten years later, I can look back and share a laugh or two with you, or be nostalgic about the moments we shared. But right now, it's just too close to my heart to take your constant pestering about our memories.
I know you well. Too well. Doing this just means how much you regret letting me go. Or it means you've just realized how much I've done for you and tolerated you and let you do your thing even if it meant me not being the top (ten) priority for you. And you miss that. Either way, I'm done being your back up, both then and now. So please, grow up and realize that you can't be selfish in life. Or maybe you can. But not around me. I've spoiled you for way too long. It's now time for me to think about myself, to be me for me, and not for you.
And, I was naive to think that you and I could be friends. That just shows how hung up on you I was. Not any more. It's time to bury the memories and leave them untouched.
'till next time
SandyFish ♥ fish out of water
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